TW // general depression

❝You know when you're drowning, you don't actually inhale until right before you black out. It's called voluntary apnea. It's like no matter how much you're freaking out, the instinct to not let any water in is so strong that you won't open your mouth until you feel like your head's exploding. But then when you finally do let it in, that's when it stops hurting. It's not scary anymore. It's it's actually kind of peaceful.❞

— Teen Wolf



I edited about 98% of this video a few months back, when I first became obsessed with this song, but I put it on hold for a bit because I had a pretty full schedule as it was. Now, I feel like I've got a lot of empty posting slots coming up, and I got reobsessed with this song, so it fit. Plus, you all seemed to really want to see it.

This video is kind of depressing, I know. The song is beautiful but heartwrenching; I hope I did it justice. I didn't go nearly as dark as I originally thought I would, because these videos are hard enough to edit/watch as it is. Essentially, if I could get the feelings out there without using the triggering content, that was the route I was gonna go. Luckily, I think it worked out?


Footage is from And Then There Were None (BBC), Broadchurch (ITV), Harry Potter (WB), Testament of Youth (BBC), The Cry (BBC), Dracula (BBC), Doctor Who (BBC), The Magicians (SYFY), A Discovery of Witches (Sky One), Humans (C4), Agents of SHIELD (ABC), Sex Education (Netflix), Prodigal Son (NFOXBC), Love Victor (Hulu), Scream (MTV), Teen Wolf (MTV), Riverdale (CW), The 100 (CW), The Royals (E!), Euphoria (HBO), Killing Eve (BBC), Supergirl (CW), Peaky Blinders (BBC), Lucifer (Netflix), Years and Years (BBC), Captain America (MCU), American Horror Story (FX), Skins UK (ITV), Spinning Out (Netflix), The Avengers (MCU).

Music is Trauma by NF.
Colouring is mine.


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